So, it has been awhile since i last updated. Figured it was time to sit down and do some writing!
First of all, I would like to thank all that have shown love and support for Max and I. It has truly been a blessing to help us through this difficult time in life.
The funeral home and cemetery have been great, and her marker is in place. I was allowed four words to place on the marker and while many things popped into my head, I felt the most appropriate phrase was to thank those that were most supportive of her, her work and me during the grieving process for me.
We miss her tremendously.
I made the decision that I could not live in the memories and had to figure out a way to create new ones. The only way to do that was to start over. So, I sold/gave away most everything. Only kept those things which I cherished. We have since moved to Savannah, Georgia.
The move didn’t come without problems. I had come down to Savannah early in June and secured a place with a deposit. In return, I received a lease and a key with the intention of moving on July 1st. When I got here on the 28th to start the process, I found out that it was all a scam. Not only was I out my $700 deposit, I had no where to go and was to be out of the house on the 30th. Talk about stress!
Through God, my baby was looking out for us and actually found a roof to put over our heads the next day. We are now just outside of the historic district of Savannah renting a room in a house. The family whose house I share are wonderful people and I am truly blessed to be here. The woman of the house has a green thumb, and the back deck os a relaxing place to sit and reflect.
We are pretty well settled in, now its just getting comfortable with our new life. Max has had as much of a difficult time as I adjusting to the changes. He doesn’t eat properly and becomes upset when ever I try to leave without him.
I acquired a new house for him, and I believe it will become his new safe place and will allow him to become more comfortable with his new surroundings.
I have put in a couple applications for a new job, and have a promising opportunity. I will know more next week and will keep you posted. In the meantime, continue to keep is in your thoughts and prayers as we start over in the middle of life.
I miss my baby tremendously and continue to talk to her daily. While I cant hear her replies, I can only believe she answers me through guidance of my decisions and actions.
Again, thanks to everyone for your support. Without each of you, I am not sure I would have made it thus far…
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